hey dad,

STOP CHECKING MY XANGA.

GOSH.

Dear YOU:
4 more school days till the end of quater = first report card.
God ya no what that means.. first GPA. 
9th grade 9th grade 9th grade FRESHMAN IMMA FROSH
u no what I love school but hell nos how stressed I am
9th grade first year of high school everything's going to college resume`
admittance going tougher and tougher I wonder where I'll actually end up in..
I don't wana end up to some trash school in the states and have no future but every years
getting tougher harder more competitive.  And I'm nothing special to get into those frickin
prep school. I have no family legacies.  why are you giving me so much pressure just cause
you guys got into stanfordharvardberkley whatever the fuck doesn't mean I shld idolize u right?
RIGHT???????? I'm mad yes I'm mad cause I'm so far behind I'm mad cause I'm so lost.
hey,I am trying so so hard I'm working so hard I work my ass off every night of TEST WEEK,
work till midnight.. studying so I can get better grades.  this system is killing me. high school is killing
me too, one little c will pull my average from an A to a B??? u no what that'll do to my GPA?
it's killing me cause I'm so tense and nervous all the time it's like I caught some disease or something
I check power school like 29834732 a day I should probably set it up as my homepage seriously.
a slight drop of the grade will drive me crazy I have 2 Bs now and its driving me nuts
every single assignment I pay all my effort to perfect it... but my schedule couldn't be any more packed
i thought I was done with my piano since I've passed grade 8 already.  but I no I no if I want to get into
a good college I'd have to excel and many people hv grade 8. Performance? pshhhh Diploma? yes. 
I keep playing tennis no matter how sleepy, how tired I am, do u no how hard it is? My homework load
and the extra school activities? What for? yes college again.  I need to make it to varsity this year and
hopefully be the captain by my junior year.  The sweat better pay off.  I aim high, too high.  But I'm willing
to be disappointed, I'm willing to cry just to get a better grade. 
I can't fail. it's not my thing. but what can i do. someone shoot me please. i need help.

Summer's nearly over :(
ohhh shit.

London, England
it was so much better and funner than i expected
and not to mention so much...
MORE EXPENSIVE THAN ANY WHERE ELSE holy fuck
but at least I got luck and saw prince william, prince harry,
the queen herself, camilla, prince phillim and prince charles.

Rome, Italy
The prettiest place I've ever been in my whole entire life.

Hong Kong, Hong Kong
as always. I love you 852.

New York City, New York
it couldn't be any more awsomer.
it's my fav city in the world so far :D 
And not to mention I saw Beyonce` haha
I'm not a fan of hers or anything but I just happened
to see her walking and texting in this giant t-shirt and leggings.
she's shoo much prettier and thinner in person.
And saw those 3 ladies of WNBA :]
Went into the locker rooms of NEW YORK RANGERS
and...
NEW YORK KNICKERBOCKERS!!

Vancouver, Canada
yea I'm here now it's peaceful and boring
but what can I say. Family's here and I
feel reunited.

these are the places I went and thanks dad.
cause I know it must hv caused quite a lot but
lemme tell ya.. it's worth it :D

schools starting again and there are so many
people I dun want them to be in my class and they are probably
and so many that I want so badly that AREN'T wtf.

Yea so I'm in a sling, my RIGHT hand.
Let's talk about my Friday 29-6-2007
brush teeth wash face. ok i'll skip those and we'll go all the way to
the skating part which is 4:00. Since it's a Friday it's bloated with people. Not happy.
I had no interest in getting in to that damn rink and skate so for 30 minutes I didn't do anything
but had a long stretch but that it was starting to get extremely boring I got into the rink and started skating
about to do a waltz jump for warm up (backwards already) this dickhead was crashing YESH i saw
him coming but I was trying to stop but he didn't so i used my hand to block but he was still pushing forward
and I donno what happened next I just no that my wrist went backwards and *CRACK*. Whoopsies.
Went to the emergency room. Now my hand is swollen like a pig's hand and I can't do anything.
CAN'T DO LIST:
- eat properly (shove it in to my mouth)
- take a shower (need a bath)
- wash my hair (go to the salon)
- type (with one finger)
- sleep
- change (takes me 1/2 hr)
- play tennis
- skate
- write
- Play piano ( that's gd)
- open anything (either use my teeth or get someone to help me)
- Run
- Sms (with left hand)
- and a whole lot of other stuff
Dear Mr. Stupid Hocky Skater Who Crashed in to Me:
You bastard wtf are you thinking why the fuck are you skating so fast when
you don't even know how to stop??? Be more considerate you fag you're not
the only living person in the world who needs a right hand. And look what you've done to me
I feel soooo useless cause i can't do anything at all .\/.  thanks to you I have to cancel everything
and thanks to you when I'm dining out I have to use one hand to eat.. my left hand and things to flying all
over the place cause I can't control it properly. And thanks to you it takes me at least 20 min
to change. and you better pay me back that 1000 bucks. FUCK YOU.

Yea I was about to type this entry right after graduation but I got lazy.
And then I retyped it and the computer got fucked up.
Graduation dance wasn't that fun. Oh Duh comeon with that
"BOY GIRL DRAMA"  that we had.. I dun expect much lawl
Grad ceremony was even lamer ahhaahah actually no
had a Pweeetyyy fun time messing around with Tim and Olivia ON THE STAGE
Kusu was just depressing well apart from being trapped in an island that has nothing
but turtles. But the saddest part was when we got back to school and we
have 30 minutes to be around in the foyer and we were crying and hugging
cause people it's the last time we get to see each other.
: ) Awsome year.  Awsome time.  Love 8th grade.  Moving on, but missing it :(

Dude Im missing it already haha all those retarded moments
that we won't hv anymore since it's byebye middle school
hello high school :''''''( wteva it's suppose to be an icon that's crying.
And I have a confession :D
all those moans from me that I said I dun want to go to classes...
I'm just well... sure 'pretending'. secretly I loved it cause yea
classes are gay but there's nth funner that being GAY with u guys : )
So gay we played with silly putty

Some photos actually I have a whole chunk left but guess I gonna
have ta wait till next month cause stupid xanga ain't allowing me upload no more :X
Oh well yea.. check facebook

Me Jarone Betho

It's Juju and Kristin!!
Gosh you two... both leaving : (
Cried so hard cause of u 2 suckas

It's the Ding and Willow Tree!!

My fav bitch kristin coad =]

My dress, Ingrid's and Rebecca's
Moi's the best XD
haha jk/ they're all gorgeous!

Forgive us for looking at different cameras haahaha

Christy... Krishan... you can see him Tim and me

CORINNE MA GIRL!